Thursday, April 4, 2013
Monday, April 1, 2013
God Be With You Till We Meet Again
Well, Family, This is the end...
This last week was probably the
craziest ever. First of all, being zone leader in Novokuznetsk, there was a
zone leader council on Saturday. They are doing a major construction on the
train station here in Novokuznetsk, so practically all of the night trains have
been canceled. I knew about the council meeting for a while, but then on
Wednesday, we got a call from the Office Elders saying that we needed to get
the tickets to leave Friday morning, and that I would stay in the city of
Novosibirsk until Wednesday when I would leave for home. That was a major blow
to me, as I wouldn't be able to say farewell to members and investigators.
Nevertheless, we got the tickets, and tried to get in touch with everyone about
my leaving. It was actually really nice. The members got together at the last
minute and we were able to say our goodbyes Thursday night.
We got to meet with Maxim who is
doing really well. He is making progress, but the biggest obstacle will be his
job. It is sad, but that turns out to be a major stumbling block. In his job,
he really doesn't have any choice on what to drink. He can't bring his own
beverages, and the only thing they serve is black tea. We asked him to ask his
boss about any possible ways to bring his own packets of herbal tea, in order
to keep the commandments. It is a step. I am really going to miss him, because
he is so sincere, and wants to be a full partaker of the gospel.
We got to meet with Pavel, the old
investigator, who was busy fixing up his new apartment. He lives really far
away, about an hour by bus. (What will it be like to drive a car again, and not
solely rely on public transportation?) It was great, because we haven't met
with him for several weeks, but only kept in touch on the phone. We are
planning to keep in touch by e-mail. I have really enjoyed his conversations,
and because of him I learned about the simplicity of the Gospel, and the power
of the Book of Mormon. He would come up with complex questions, and the
beautiful simplicity of the Gospel always prevailed. He is as good man, and I
hope he fully accepts the gospel in time. He admits he doesn't know all things,
that he may, in fact, be wrong, and
committed to read the Book of Mormon.
In zone council, President Gibbons
talked about baptism and what it means. Baptism is so beautifully simple, but
then it is so majestically complex. I never fully realized the complete meaning
of baptism, why it is performed in such a way, what it signifies, and what
takes place. I love how President Gibbons connects everything with the temple,
from his years of temple service. He compared baptism to the temple endowment,
as the visual aspect of baptism teaches us more about the plan of salvation.
Someone enters the water, rejecting the clothing and other burdens of the
world, only wearing the simple white clothing. They enter the water with the
one to perform the ordinance, as if Christ himself is performing it, as the man
says, "Having been commissioned of Jesus Christ." With the burial,
the cleansing by water of baptism, blood of the Atonement, and fire of the Holy
Ghost, the person is reborn, ready to begin a new life, a life in Christ. It
was so inspiring, and I am sad that I will not hear anymore counsel from my
beloved Mission President.
It is because of President Gibbons
that I have a firm testimony that all people in the leadership of the church
are called of God. I know the prophets and apostles have been called of God,
but to personally know a man called of God has shown me that God calls His
leaders in their strengths, and even in their weaknesses. I know that Heavenly
Father wanted President Gibbons to be my mission president. His counsel has
changed my life.
Heavenly Father is so merciful
towards His children. The night that I was going to leave for Novosibirsk, I got
a call, saying that President Gibbons wanted me to return to Novokuznetsk for
Sunday services. At first so frustrated because of all of the preparations we
had gone through, packing, saying farewell, and other things, but then I was so
grateful to be able to say a big farewell to everyone. We went on a bus, and
got in about 11:00 Saturday night, ready for the following Sunday. The branch
president asked me to speak, and I agreed, even though I had nothing prepared.
Everyone chuckled when I got up, because they knew the crazy week I had, but
they were glad to see me one more time. I shared a talk about the tree of life,
what it signifies, and what we need to do. I felt the spirit guide me and
direct me as I shared my final words, and I know the Spirit was present,
testifying that what I was saying was true. It was truly a miracle and a mercy
from a Loving Heavenly Father.
It's over. I knew that my mission
would eventually end—but you get lost in the work and don’t think about it
until it’s actually here, and it comes too soon. To those who are serving or
planning to serve- relish your missions. Live in every single moment, and use
the time given to you by God to do a marvelous work and wonder. Two years is
not a long time at all, and it ends. So many stories, so many memories, and so
many friends. I have only shared a fraction of what has occurred in this short
period of time, and I would need a lifetime to share all of them. But all
stories sum up that this gospel is true.
I love you all,
God be with you till we meet again.Farewell to Novokuznetsk |
Elder Hoggan (The Siberian
Messenger)
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