Dear Family,
This might be my last e-mail as a missionary ever, unless I will be able to send one the last P-day of my mission. Many thoughts are going through my mind, and my heart burns with a yearning to stay here, but it knows that it is time for me to go home.
First of all, Elder Yurkivanis is awesome! He is from Lithuania and speaks pretty much perfect English. His Russian is very good as well, and we have had a lot of fun together. He is an amazing missionary, and he works hard. We have already done a lot together in the few days we have together, and he is going to be an amazing trainer after this week. He has only been serving for two transfers, so you know he is good if he is training at such a young age.
Elder Hoggan and Elder Yurkivanis |
We have some new investigators. The first is Alexander, who has known about the church for a very long time. He met with missionaries since Novokuznetsk was first opened for preaching. I have been calling him for months, literally, hoping to meet him, and Saturday we met for the first time. He is really nice, a Physics professor, and genuinely wants to know the truth. We hope that maybe he is ready to accept the gospel.
Vacilli is doing well, and we plan to meet with him before I go home. He is still reading the Book of Mormon and praying, so he is on the road to baptism. Vladimir is busy this entire week, I think he is in Kyrgystan. It is sad, because we can't reach him on the phone, and I won't be able to see him before I leave.
The newest investigator is a miracle. We were at the branch on a Saturday evening, about to leave, when this young man about 28 comes into the door. His name is Igor, and he has friends that used to go to our English group, and he knows that we were missionaries. He wanted to find people who believed in God, and make friends with those that have good values. We met with him then and there. He just felt that he needed to come to the branch, even though he wasn't expecting anyone to be there on a Saturday evening. He wants to change his life, accept God and Jesus Christ, and he even agreed to baptism. The next evening, I called him to see how he was doing, and he said that he believes that Joseph Smith did in fact find the golden plates, and that story was a miracle. He calls himself a "beginning Mormon", as if he is starting the process of becoming a Mormon. This just shows you that Heavenly Father is watching over every one of us. He knows when we are ready to accept the gospel, and He will guide us. Never before has this happened in my mission.
The biggest thing was the district conference yesterday. We took a rented bus and drove all the way to Novosibirsk. If you remember about a year ago, when the district was created, it was the same thing. I was so happy, seeing all of the members, all of my friends from the many cities. I was going around, shaking hands, embracing good friends, and laughing with one another. It was also bittersweet, because I was saying farewell and goodbye. These people that I have sung with, prayed with, and worshipped God with, are so dear to me. It is hard to bid farewell to someone knowing that you might never see them again. Thankfully, Heavenly Father is so merciful, and we will see all of our loved ones, family and friends, and live in happiness for eternity after this life. I am so grateful, that Heavenly Father gave me this tender mercy, to say goodbye to all those I love.
In closing, I want to share my testimony.
God lives.
He is our Heavenly Father.
He loves us.
We are His children.
Jesus Christ is His Only Begotten Son.
Jesus Christ atoned for all of our sins.
If we repent, we can be cleansed from sin.
The Atonement is real.
Only through the Gospel of Jesus Christ can we be cleansed from sin, and receive salvation.
God, our Heavenly Father, and Jesus Christ, revealed themselves to Joseph Smith.
Joseph Smith was called to be the Prophet of the Restoration.
The Church of Jesus Christ was restored, and is now on the earth.
The priesthood of God, His power and authority, has been restored.
The Book of Mormon is the Word of God.
The Book of Mormon is the evidence of the restoration of the Gospel and Church of Jesus Christ.
The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the only true church of Jesus Christ on the earth.
Jesus Christ is the head of our church.
Through the ordinances of the temple, families can be sealed for time and all eternity.
Families can be together forever.
I know all of this to be true. I have received a personal testimony of the truth by the power of the Holy Ghost. I have knelt and prayed to Heavenly Father to know of the truthfulness of the Gospel. I know it to be true with all of my heart and being.
I am so grateful that I have served a mission. I have learned and grown in ways that are impossible by man. I have grown through God. I have learned about obedience, the sacrifice before the blessing. I have learned to be patient, and to accept the will of God. I have learned about the miracles that happen, and the blessings of every day. I have learned about charity, the true love of Christ. I have learned about the pain of sin, and the torment of a broken soul. I have seen a loss of hope. I have seen the evils and darkness of Satan. But, I have experienced the power of the Atonement. I have seen the light in the darkest of nights. I have seen how God's mercy allows people to change, and become the people they are meant to be. I have seen despair replaced with hope, sorrow with joy, fear with peace. I have seen the hand of God, and it is ever reached out still.
My mission isn't over, but has just started...
Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)