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Well, Family, This is the end...

This last week was probably the craziest ever. First of all, being zone leader in Novokuznetsk, there was a zone leader council on Saturday. They are doing a major construction on the train station here in Novokuznetsk, so practically all of the night trains have been canceled. I knew about the council meeting for a while, but then on Wednesday, we got a call from the Office Elders saying that we needed to get the tickets to leave Friday morning, and that I would stay in the city of Novosibirsk until Wednesday when I would leave for home. That was a major blow to me, as I wouldn't be able to say farewell to members and investigators. Nevertheless, we got the tickets, and tried to get in touch with everyone about my leaving. It was actually really nice. The members got together at the last minute and we were able to say our goodbyes Thursday night.

We got to meet with Maxim who is doing really well. He is making progress, but the biggest obstacle will be his job. It is sad, but that turns out to be a major stumbling block. In his job, he really doesn't have any choice on what to drink. He can't bring his own beverages, and the only thing they serve is black tea. We asked him to ask his boss about any possible ways to bring his own packets of herbal tea, in order to keep the commandments. It is a step. I am really going to miss him, because he is so sincere, and wants to be a full partaker of the gospel.

We got to meet with Pavel, the old investigator, who was busy fixing up his new apartment. He lives really far away, about an hour by bus. (What will it be like to drive a car again, and not solely rely on public transportation?) It was great, because we haven't met with him for several weeks, but only kept in touch on the phone. We are planning to keep in touch by e-mail. I have really enjoyed his conversations, and because of him I learned about the simplicity of the Gospel, and the power of the Book of Mormon. He would come up with complex questions, and the beautiful simplicity of the Gospel always prevailed. He is as good man, and I hope he fully accepts the gospel in time. He admits he doesn't know all things, that he may, in fact,  be wrong, and committed to read the Book of Mormon.

In zone council, President Gibbons talked about baptism and what it means. Baptism is so beautifully simple, but then it is so majestically complex. I never fully realized the complete meaning of baptism, why it is performed in such a way, what it signifies, and what takes place. I love how President Gibbons connects everything with the temple, from his years of temple service. He compared baptism to the temple endowment, as the visual aspect of baptism teaches us more about the plan of salvation. Someone enters the water, rejecting the clothing and other burdens of the world, only wearing the simple white clothing. They enter the water with the one to perform the ordinance, as if Christ himself is performing it, as the man says, "Having been commissioned of Jesus Christ." With the burial, the cleansing by water of baptism, blood of the Atonement, and fire of the Holy Ghost, the person is reborn, ready to begin a new life, a life in Christ. It was so inspiring, and I am sad that I will not hear anymore counsel from my beloved Mission President.

It is because of President Gibbons that I have a firm testimony that all people in the leadership of the church are called of God. I know the prophets and apostles have been called of God, but to personally know a man called of God has shown me that God calls His leaders in their strengths, and even in their weaknesses. I know that Heavenly Father wanted President Gibbons to be my mission president. His counsel has changed my life.

Heavenly Father is so merciful towards His children. The night that I was going to leave for Novosibirsk, I got a call, saying that President Gibbons wanted me to return to Novokuznetsk for Sunday services. At first so frustrated because of all of the preparations we had gone through, packing, saying farewell, and other things, but then I was so grateful to be able to say a big farewell to everyone. We went on a bus, and got in about 11:00 Saturday night, ready for the following Sunday. The branch president asked me to speak, and I agreed, even though I had nothing prepared. Everyone chuckled when I got up, because they knew the crazy week I had, but they were glad to see me one more time. I shared a talk about the tree of life, what it signifies, and what we need to do. I felt the spirit guide me and direct me as I shared my final words, and I know the Spirit was present, testifying that what I was saying was true. It was truly a miracle and a mercy from a Loving Heavenly Father.

It's over. I knew that my mission would eventually end—but you get lost in the work and don’t think about it until it’s actually here, and it comes too soon. To those who are serving or planning to serve- relish your missions. Live in every single moment, and use the time given to you by God to do a marvelous work and wonder. Two years is not a long time at all, and it ends. So many stories, so many memories, and so many friends. I have only shared a fraction of what has occurred in this short period of time, and I would need a lifetime to share all of them. But all stories sum up that this gospel is true.

I love you all,

God be with you till we meet again.

Farewell to Novokuznetsk

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

Last email as a missionary....

Dear Family,

This might be my last e-mail as a missionary ever, unless I will be able to send one the last P-day of my mission. Many thoughts are going through my mind, and my heart burns with a yearning to stay here, but it knows that it is time for me to go home.

First of all, Elder Yurkivanis is awesome! He is from Lithuania and speaks pretty much perfect English. His Russian is very good as well, and we have had a lot of fun together. He is an amazing missionary, and he works hard. We have already done a lot together  in the few days we have together, and he is going to be an amazing trainer after this week. He has only been serving for two transfers, so you know he is good if he is training at such a young age.

Elder Hoggan and Elder Yurkivanis

 On Tuesday morning, Elder Harrison and I took our companions Elder Bowler and Nichols to the train station, and everyone was there, even though it was about 6 in the morning. We saw them off, and then went about the rest of the week, waiting for our new companions. Elder Bailey is Elder Harrison's new companion, and he served in the office, replacing me. He is awesome, and I am so glad that he is part of our district. The new sister is Sister Burymski. Her ancestors are from Poland, so she might even be related to some of these people. (I have a question. Do we have any Polish ancestors?)

We have some new investigators. The first is Alexander, who has known about the church for a very long time. He met with missionaries since Novokuznetsk was first opened for preaching. I have been calling him for months, literally, hoping to meet him, and Saturday we met for the first time. He is really nice, a Physics professor, and genuinely wants to know the truth. We hope that maybe he is ready to accept the gospel.

Vacilli is doing well, and we plan to meet with him before I go home. He is still reading the Book of Mormon and praying, so he is on the road to baptism. Vladimir is busy this entire week, I think he is in Kyrgystan. It is sad, because we can't reach him on the phone, and I won't be able to see him before I leave.

The newest investigator is a miracle. We were at the branch on a Saturday evening, about to leave, when this young man about 28 comes into the door. His name is Igor, and he has friends that used to go to our English group, and he knows that we were missionaries. He wanted to find people who believed in God, and make friends with those that have good values. We met with him then and there. He just felt that he needed to come to the branch, even though he wasn't expecting anyone to be there on a Saturday evening. He wants to change his life, accept God and Jesus Christ, and he even agreed to baptism. The next evening, I called him to see how he was doing, and he said that he believes that Joseph Smith did in fact find the golden plates, and that story was a miracle. He calls himself a "beginning Mormon", as if he is starting the process of becoming a Mormon. This just shows you that Heavenly Father is watching over every one of us. He knows when we are ready to accept the gospel, and He will guide us. Never before has this happened in my mission.

The biggest thing was the district conference yesterday. We took a rented bus and drove all the way to Novosibirsk. If you remember about a year ago, when the district was created, it was the same thing. I was so happy, seeing all of the members, all of my friends from the many cities. I was going around, shaking hands, embracing good friends, and laughing with one another. It was also bittersweet, because I was saying farewell and goodbye. These people that I have sung with, prayed with, and worshipped God with, are so dear to me. It is hard to bid farewell to someone knowing that you might never see them again. Thankfully, Heavenly Father is so merciful, and we will see all of our loved ones, family and friends, and live in happiness for eternity after this life. I am so grateful, that Heavenly Father gave me this tender mercy, to say goodbye to all those I love.

In closing, I want to share my testimony. 

God lives.

He is our Heavenly Father.

He loves us.

We are His children.

Jesus Christ is His Only Begotten Son.

Jesus Christ atoned for all of our sins.

If we repent, we can be cleansed from sin.

The Atonement is real.

Only through the Gospel of Jesus Christ can we be cleansed from sin, and receive salvation.

God, our Heavenly Father, and Jesus Christ, revealed themselves to Joseph Smith.

Joseph Smith was called to be the Prophet of the Restoration.

The Church of Jesus Christ was restored, and is now on the earth.

The priesthood of God, His power and authority, has been restored.

The Book of Mormon is the Word of God.

The Book of Mormon is the evidence of the restoration of the Gospel and Church of Jesus Christ.

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the only true church of Jesus Christ on the earth.

Jesus Christ is the head of our church.

Through the ordinances of the temple, families can be sealed for time and all eternity.

Families can be together forever.

I know all of this to be true. I have received a personal testimony of the truth by the power of the Holy Ghost. I have knelt and prayed to Heavenly Father to know of the truthfulness of the Gospel. I know it to be true with all of my heart and being. 

I am so grateful that I have served a mission. I have learned and grown in ways that are impossible by man. I have grown through God. I have learned about obedience, the sacrifice before the blessing. I have learned to be patient, and to accept the will of God. I have learned about the miracles that happen, and the blessings of every day. I have learned about charity, the true love of Christ. I have learned about the pain of sin, and the torment of a broken soul. I have seen a loss of hope. I have seen the evils and darkness of Satan. But, I have experienced the power of the Atonement. I have seen the light in the darkest of nights. I have seen how God's mercy allows people to change, and become the people they are meant to be. I have seen despair replaced with hope, sorrow with joy, fear with peace. I have seen the hand of God, and it is ever reached out still.

My mission isn't over, but has just started...

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

I had to share this....

Dear parents and family of EPIC Elder Hoggan,

I'm literally writing to you because I just absolutely love your son/brother!  This letter may seem kind of random but I think it's important for you all to know that Elder Hoggan is easily one of the best missionaries in our whole mission.  I love how he is realistic and yet he is super obedient as well.  That makes it easier for everyone.  I personally had the opportunity to stay with Elder Hoggan as he was an office Elder for quite a long time (because I was waiting for a Visa) and I really learned from him.  He really cares for his investigators and sincerely wants to help them.  He knows Russian really well and he's basically the trainer of this whole mission!

As I close up this letter, I really just wanted to say thanks a bunch to all of you because you've all helped, loved and supported Elder Hoggan and helped him become the strong disciple of Christ that he is today.  I'm proud to say that Elder Hoggan is not only out here changing lives, but that he has literally changed mine for the better.  I'm super grateful for that.  Take comfort in knowing that your son/brother/missionary is out here helping people (including me) and boldly doing the Lord's work.

I look forward to meeting you someday!

Love,
Elder Rhen Anderson

Big changes are happening.

Dear Family:

Well, big changes are happening to the mission, and I won't be a part of them. This last transfer will be only two weeks long, to synchronize with the flood of missionaries. Elder Nichols is going on a big trip. He is going to Omsk, and in a few months...Kazakhstan! I was so jealous when President Gibbons called him. I so wanted to serve there, but it is the will of the Lord. I am going to be serving Elder Yurkivanis, who is from Lithuania...(His name is said Yer-kuh-vane-iss) I got to meet him at Zone Conference, and he is a really cool elder, and it will be fun to spend my last few weeks with him.

The weather has been crazy as well, with periods of melting warm, with freezing cold. The snow melts into huge puddles, only to be frozen solid the next day. It is crazy, and we slip around everywhere. The picture is in front of a store, and they put wooden bridges that were frozen to the ground. That is solid ice around me...

Another surprise was my good friend Sergei from Novosibirsk. He came to Novokuznetsk in order to see his wife who just gave birth to a baby girl. So we congratulated him. It made me smile, because family is so wonderful, and I could tell that he was happy.

Zone conference was very somber for me, as it was the last time seeing all of the missionaries. It is tradition for the soon to be leaving elders to bear their testimonies. I remember in past conferences hearing the older missionaries bearing their testimonies, and I never even thought that it was going to be me. As I was bearing my testimony of the gospel, I just thought, "This is the end. All of my work as a missionary is coming to an end." It was very somber, and I guess the final step towards the end. I have been dreading the end, but now I am in...maybe shock...or I am resigned to reality.  I am going home. There is nothing I can do about it, but I can leave on a high note.



Pres. and Sister Gibbons

Our investigators are progressing very well, but unfortunately, we feel they won't be ready before I go home. Vacili's brother recently passed away, and with moving to a new apartment, funeral arrangements, and other things, it is just not the right time, but he wants to be baptized, which is the most important thing.

Vladimir is going to be busy for the next few weeks as well, and he lives over an hour away from us, making it really difficult to meet with him. He is reading the Book of Mormon, and he wants to meet, but work doesn't allow it. No matter, he has desire, he has faith, and all will be done in the time of the Lord.

What was really wonderful was that our investigators Artyom and Maxim came to church for the first time yesterday. They really enjoyed the services, and the spirit was especially strong in that meeting. Elder Bowler, Nichols, and Sister Sowards spoke, as they are leaving, Elder Bowler to America and Sister Sowards to Novosibirsk. After services, we had refreshments to celebrate the birthdate of the Relief Society. The Relief Society is probably the strongest organizations that I know. I even see here, the few number of sisters coming together to help one another, and to gather necessary supplies such as clothes and food for those in need. It is amazing.

My last days will be as follows: A train to Novosibirsk probably Monday night or Tuesday morning, arriving either Tuesday morning or afternoon. He will interview us, and then we spend the night at the mission home. The next morning, we will get on the plane to Moscow, and transfer to wherever is next.

No matter what happens in life, Heavenly Father is aware of it, and is in full power. He will not let anything go wrong. He loves us so much, and He has a special wonderful plan for each one of us. I know that. I have seen the changes that the Gospel has made for me, as well as for other people. Only through the Gospel of Jesus Christ is this possible. There is no other way. I know that this church is the only true church. It is Christ's church, and He is the head of it. Joseph Smith was the prophet of the Restoration. We now have a living prophet on the earth. All this I know, because of the Book of Mormon. It is the physical evidence of the truth. I know it is true with all my heart. I love you all.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

Letter from President Gibbons

Dear Brother and Sister Hoggan:

On 03 April 2013, your son, Elder Aaron Smith Hoggan will complete his service in the Russia Novosibirsk Mission and return home.  He has had a deep and lasting impact upon the work here in Russia.  He has served valiantly as one of those "few" servants called to labor in "the nethermost parts of the vineyard", working with "the Lord of the Vineyard" to graft the "natural branches" back into their "mother tree".  (See Jacob 5)  I know that you will rejoice in his homecoming.  He will bring with him a powerful testimony and spirit.

Elder Hoggan has labored in the cities of Novokuznetsk, Novosibirsk and Barnaul.  He has served in positions of trust and leadership, including Trainer, District Leader and Office Elder.  He has been faithful as a missionary and has been a beacon of light to his converts, his companions and fellow missionaries and to the Saints in Russia.  His legacy as a missionary will bear fruit for generations to come.

Elder Hoggan is by far the most obedient and focused young missionary we have had.  For example, he has read the Book of Mormon from cover to cover nearly every month of his mission.  He has served as a significant mission leader, including assignments as a district leader in two cities, as a trainer twice, and as an office elder.  Elder Hoggan has a place in our hearts forever!  Sister Gibbons and I have come to love him.  We return him to your home with deep gratitude and joy.  May the Lord bless Elder Hoggan and your family forever.

With kindest regards,

President Daniel Bay Gibbons
Russia Novosibirsk Mission

Time of reflection....

Dear Family.

As I turned 21 this week, it was again another time of reflection. These last weeks are going to be extremely reflective, as I unwillingly count the days until it is all over. I have been thinking about what I have done, not just on my mission, but what I have done my entire life. This is a milestone in my life I knew I would reach, but didn't fully comprehend. I am no longer a child, though sometimes I wish I was. I am no longer a youth, but now an adult. My whole entire life has been a testing period, preparing me for great assignments, and great responsibilities. I am not saying I am finished learning and growing. I am just finishing the basic training for life.

It was actually really nice for my birthday. The other elders came over to our apartment, and we shared a nice meal of Блины (Blee-nee) or Russian pancakes. It wasn't a huge deal, but it was nice to enjoy some time with friends. I guess I am too old for the birthday parties with the pinatas, musical chairs, and goodie bags. Oh, well... The sisters made me a wonderful birthday card, wishing me a happy birthday, health, sunny days, many children, that my frying pan will never warp, and the other wishes that the native Russians desire for each other.

The pictures with me and the metal door is when we went tracting one day. You think tracting is scary? What if you are standing in front of a steel metal door with several locks, and the person yells, "Who's at the door?!" from the other side, with a lion of a dog barking? Welcome to Russia. (Bryson, you will have some FUN experiences tracting)

A little too short for 6' 3"

Tracting in Russia--apartment style!  :)

Aaron and Nikolai

 We also went over to Nilokai's apartment this week. The biggest surprise was that I was able to talk to my first companion, Elder Washburn, on skype. Nikolai and Trevor have been keeping in touch, and it was a major "wow" for me to see him, since it was over a year and a half. It was really cool to see him, and strange, because I am now in the same shoes he was in when he was training me.

 We met with Vacilli this week to teach him about tithing. He was at first excited to keep this commandment, but then a little unsure. He is not the richest person in the world, and he is now on pension. He still works, but that doesn't mean he has a lot of money. It really struck me home. This man has been really helpful to other people. He told us stories of him giving fruit and bread to some of the homeless people on the street. He is a really generous person. 

Being here in Russia, I have seen poverty. I have seen houses where running water is a luxury. In a way, I was unsure to commit him to keep this commandment. At home, paying tithing meant that I wouldn't have a fancy car, or video games. Here, paying tithing could be the decision between eating or going hungry. But then I remembered my experiences with tithing. When finances were tight, we paid our tithing. We didn't have as many nice things, but we survived. We were happy with what we got. Heavenly Father took care of us, and we were richly blessed. I understood the importance of obedience. I am so grateful for parents who helped me learn such a lesson. Heavenly Father WILL provide for us. His hand supports the entire world, which we live upon. That means He will take care of us, if we put our trust in Him.

In meeting with Vladimir, we found out he didn't read the Book of Mormon like we committed him too. I was a little irritated...I don't want to number how many times I read that book. I took a breath, and then gently told him the importance of reading the Book of Mormon. The Book of Mormon is so special to me, and it is really the foundation of my testimony of the Restoration of the Gospel. I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God, therefore, I know that our message is true in its entirety. Vladimir quickly repented, and the next day he sent us a text, telling us he was reading the Book of Mormon.

Thanks for the story of the missionary couple! I love hearing about senior missionaries, because they are gold mines. They make such a difference in the work, and they are a huge blessing to members here, as well as their own families. I want nothing more than to serve a mission with my eternal companion, right here in Russia. I can't think of a greater form of joy. Us young missionaries love senior missionaries. They are my examples. I don't think I ever told you, but one of our senior couples, the Webbs, who worked in the office, Their time of service was about to end, but then they accepted a call to temporarily serve as Mission President in St. Petersburg! When we got that text message from President Gibbons, the district was together for a meeting, and we yelled in excitement. That takes some major dedication and sacrifice.

I love you all, and pray for your well-being. The days left are getting smaller, but they are still there, and I am going to make the best of them.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

I hope I will have made a difference.

Dear Family,

It is definitely now turning into the muddy season. Yesterday it was raining, which is the sign that spring is coming. I didn't even need to wear a hat! I hope to take a few more pictures, before all the snow melts.

Yes it has been very somber, as I have now entered the final month of my mission. It was a time of reflection this week, about my service as a missionary. It especially a reflective time, because I spent most of the week in Barnaul! As district leader, I need to go on exchanges with the Zone Leaders, who serve in Barnaul. It was supposed to only be a day, but problems with getting transportation made it so we stayed a few more days, leaving Monday evening for Barnaul, and leaving for Novokuznetsk Thursday night.

The biggest change in Barnaul was the branch building. Do you see how beautiful it is?! I have only seen that building as a skeleton, and see the final project was so amazing. Just looking at it, I felt a special spirit. People notice the new building, and we even just talked to people outside and invited them to come to church. Honestly, their branch is better than the one at home. It is so beautiful. I never realized how wonderful a blessing it is to have a real church building. All my time serving in Russia, our church services have been held in rented buildings, such as this old Salon we use here in Novokuznetsk. Despite that, you can still feel the same spirit. Seeing that building strengthened my testimony of how this church is living and growing.

Barnaul Branch

It was also a huge blessing to see all the members as well. Do you remember Yulia? Amazingly, it was the year anniversary of her baptism when we came, and we congratulated her. She is doing well, and was called to be a primary teacher. It was cool to see such a change in her, and I could definitely tell that thanks to the gift of the Holy Ghost, she has been changed for the better, into a better person. This change is real, and you can definitely see the difference.

Fun fact, on the 23rd of February, it is a holiday that was originally made to celebrate all who serve in the military, but then was changed to all men. Happy Men's Day! The sisters in the branch sang us songs, recited poems, and even made us a lunch in honor of men. It was really nice and fun. The paper flowers on the wall say, "С праздником"! (S-Praz-nee-kom) which means "Happy Holidays." So to all of you men out there, we honor you for all that you stand for in the name of manliness. Don't worry, Women's Day is March 8 so you ladies will get a turn as well.

Happy Holidays

Two of our investigators are doing great.  We were unable to meet with Vladimir while in Barnaul, so the other elders met with him, and he agreed to be baptized. He came to church, and he even bore his testimony about faith in God. He said that he knows that God has a plan for every person, and that nothing happens because of chance. He knows that faith brings blessings. I wish I could describe his faith, because it is so powerful.

Then Vacilli also came to church. This is his third time coming to church, which is more times than I have ever seen him since serving. A sister bore her testimony today about how at church she feels peace, joy, and rest from the troubles of the world. Vacilli turned to me, and said, "I agree with her. Only in this church do I feel peace of the soul.  “Nowhere else," I told him, "That is because the Holy Ghost is here, and He is testifying to you that it is true." We planned a meeting with him that evening, and he agreed to be baptized. We really didn't even have to commit him, we began talking about baptism, and he said, "I would like to be baptized." It was just a testimony to me that Heavenly Father knows when His children are ready. I have known Vacilli since the beginning, and I have just seen the changes since two years ago. Heavenly Father is always watching us, preparing us for when the time is right.

The last picture is another message that I etched into the snow-covered path right in front of the branch building in Barnaul. It says Бог жив (Bogh Zheev) Translation-"God Lives" I have been really into writing messages like that in the snow these past few weeks. "Trust in God, He loves you. Pray to God, He listens." Things like that. I saw many people walking by, and turning their heads to read those messages in the snow. The one I wrote on the path, people would go out of their way to not step on the words, even. I just saw that with a simple sentence, I was changing people's lives. Maybe they were not thinking about God at all that day, but those words, I believe, woke something within. I am not saying that these people immediately wanted to meet with us, and immediately wanted to be baptized.

"God Lives"

I read a quote by John Bytheway, about missionary work. He said, "An ordinary missionary brings things home, (Don't worry, I am still bringing gifts for you) An EXTRA-ordinary missionary leaves something behind...He leaves behind his testimony...He has the assurance that he has made a difference, leaving the place a little brighter than before." That is what I hope to be able to say at the end of all things, that I made a difference. That day, I made people's days a little brighter. I got them thinking about God. I even might have brought them one step closer to accepting the gospel. I have made a difference. I have left my testimony in snow, and I hope to leave it planted in the hearts of all those that I meet with.

God lives. He loves us. Jesus Christ is His Son, and our Savior. The Gospel of Jesus Christ was restored through the prophet Joseph Smith. The Book of Mormon is Holy Scripture-the Word of God. I know that we have a living prophet on the earth today.  The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is the only true church, and Jesus Christ is the head. I know this with my heart and my soul.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

Another Crazy Week!

Dear Family.

It has just been a crazy week, and it is just going to be crazier, as I count the weeks down on one hand. *GULP* The assistants came to our city in order to see how the missionaries and branch is doing towards the goal of a stake. Elders Blake and Mckay are awesome Elders, and I am glad we worked together. Elder Mckay is actually a relative of President David O. Mckay, so of course he is amazing. I wish I could see the stake being formed, but I guess that Heavenly Father has something else in store for me.

First of all, the snow is finally melting! This is a major plus for us, as now we aren't freezing outside, but the minus is all of the mud everywhere. I have also gotten a little case of the sniffles, but I feel totally fine. It think it is just from the weather. It was wonderful to look out the window and see the bright sun, because you don't really see the sun in winter until about noon.

Unfortunately, there were very few meetings that we had with our investigators this week. You can never control if people will meet with you, but you just have to make do. I wish I could say more abour our investigators, but there is really not much difference since last week.

Vladimir, we met and taught the Plan of Salvation. The only question he had is where in the Bible it says we existed before this life. There is a verse in Jeremiah that easily answered that. He is doing really well, and he loves meeting with us, and he has incredible faith. We committed him to be baptized, and he commented about the seriousness of the committment. We agreed with him, and he said he wants to make sure that it is what he wants, and that it is needed. So we committed him to pray about it, whether or not he should be baptized.

Vacili came to church, which was a major plus. We planned a meeting with him that same evening, but he got a last-minute call and he couldn't meet. His involvement with the church is a major improvement than when I first taught him my first transfers in Novokuznetsk. He has been reading the Book of Mormon, a verse a day, so I know that commitment works.

In Sacrament meeting, a member gave a talk about service, and talked about the story of the Good Samaritan. I know very well the story, but she brought a new insight I never thought about before. The Good Samaritan did indeed serve the wounded man, but he did even more. This Samaritan didn't have everything the man was in need of, so the Samaritan gave his all. But when he gave his all, he didn't leave the man, but stayed by him and took him to receive even more. It is like giving your all and THEN some. I never thought about that. We are told to give our all, but we are also told to give our all, and THEN some. How can we give more than what we have? It is through the Savior. The Savior augments all that we do. Only through Him can we change into another person.

I gave the priesthood lesson, about righteousness, and we read and discussed the qualities of Christ in Preach My Gospel. I realized that only through becoming like Christ, we can become even more. We can become who we are meant to be, and who we want to be. I have seen how this gospel changes lives, and even changes hearts.



Artyom

If you remember Artyom, We actually met him on the street before he went to visit his parents, and I saw a completely different man than before. He was smiling. His eyes actually looked brighter, and he was even dressed up for the occasion, just adding to the whole picture. See included picture. Even though we haven't been able to meet with him, He has told us that he is reading the Book of Mormon, and praying every day. He is planning to ask Sundays off from work to come to church as well. I asked him, "Do you see these things helping?" And he replied, "After I met with you, and began believing in God, then I was led to find work, and I am starting to feel better, and I feel that God is giving me new direction and opportunity. It is helping."



Does God Know Me?

I love the other pictures. The one with the words in the snow is a contacting idea, when there is a free couple seconds. The question is, "Does God know me?" one of the questions of the soul in Preach My Gospel. We put an invitation in the snow, and hope that God will lead someone to find that invitation. I haven't seen any visible efforts, but I know that God has miraculous ways to lead His children to the truth.



"Tree of Life"

The final one is my personal favorite. I remember walking down the streets, and we saw this brightly colorful tree, with the white snow all around. We saw that this tree was made of plastic, and would light up. We went back to the tree that evening, and it was beautiful. It was like the tree of life in Lehi's dream. This gospel is definetly like the tree of life. It is a light through the darkness. It is fruit that satisfies hunger and quenches thirst, spiritual hunger and thirst. I am grateful to be a missionary, and be able to lead these wonderful people to the tree of life, which is the love of God. It is definitely the most wonderful gift I have ever received, and it just even grows every time I share it. I know that this gospel is true. I have felt my soul hunger, my spirit weak with thirst, and then I turned to the Lord. I turned to the Savior. He led me to green pastures by still waters. He led me to the tree of life, and I have tasted the sweetness of this Gospel.

I love you all, and I can't wait to see you in 5 weeks. Really this has been such a short time, and the last weeks are just going to be even faster. I want to work with all my might to make the greatest difference. The gospel is true. The Book of Mormon is the word of God.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

P.S.  Also, tell Adam Bell I am praying for him, and I am so proud of him. He is making the best decision ever. He will never regret the decision

Slow Week

Dear Family:
It has also been a slow week for us, as our investigators have been busy, and unable to meet with us. You can't really do anything but go out and find people to teach. Maxim's job schedule has just changed to three days working, and the next day off. Bryson, people in Russia have crazy schedules and it will drive you insane trying to set up meetings with them. We haven't been able to meet with him recently, but he still reads the Book of Mormon every day.

Dima Pavlovskyi

We have been trying to meet with Vitali as well, but he is very vague with his work schedule. We haven't met with him in over a week, and the only times we have met him are when he came to the branch, expecting to see us there. It is difficult to plan for such spontaneous meetings. He hasn't come to church yet, but he came to an activity, and Nikolai told him to get baptized. That's my guy!

We had a pretty successful activity this last week, which we hope to repeat this coming week. President Shabonov came up with the name. Нескучайний Вечер. The first word is not actually a real word. It comes from the word Скучно, which means "boring" and the word чай, which means "Tea". All in all, it means a "Not boring, tea night." We had a bunch of different varieties of tea, herbal of course, and a bunch of cookies. We invited a bunch of people, and we sat down, talked, drank tea, ate cookies, and watched the church film "Together Forever". People really enjoyed it, and it is how we found our two newest investigators.

Sansar Alxayan

Vladimir was a former contact from other missionaries, and he came to the activity. He is very knowledgeable in the Bible, but he understands that so many truths are not found in other denominations. He really enjoyed the film, and he agreed that God has a plan for all of us. We gave him a pamphlet about the Restoration, and we set up a meeting for later in the week. What a surprise when he came, along with his wife! We sat down, and were amazed at his faith in God and Jesus Christ. He has met with people of different faiths, and he felt that something was not right. He read the pamphlet that we gave him, and he believes that Joseph Smith was in fact called of God to be a prophet. He wanted so much to come to church this week, but his work made it impossible (Again with the crazy work schedules) But he has been reading the Book of Mormon and we plan to meet with him this week.

I wish I could write more, but last-minute things have come up, and we need to leave. I love you all, and I am grateful to be able to serve. I know that this church is true, and that the gospel changes people. I have seen so many people become entirely different because of the Gospel. I love you all, and see you soon.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

Pres. Drachyov--Novosibirsk 2nd Branch

May we all take the necessary steps towards true conversion.

First of all, what happened to Dad? This is a major surprise to me, but I know that you just didn't want me to worry. I will be sure to include him in my prayers.  Also, I have been getting things for everyone. I have gotten gifts for every single person in this family, and I am also adding nesting dolls for each family. The things I got are pretty awesome. You will love them. It is a little daunting to buy gifts for 24 people!  Did I leave two books at home about the Russian Language? A 555 verb book and one titled Modern Russian. I just want to make sure I do have those books, so I don't end up bringing extra copies.

It has been a very reflective week, looking at principles of the Gospel in different light, and different understanding. I have repeatedly thought about what it means to be converted to the gospel. Maybe it started with a few experiences.

First of all, we had a meeting with Maxim, and we decided to talk about following the prophet. I feel the greatest way to teach this is to share a talk given by the prophet from the most recent Liahona, preferably a conference edition, and leave them to read and pray to know if the prophet is called of God. When we talked to him, we realized that he never prayed about Joseph Smith, whether or not he is a prophet of God. At the end of the lesson, we committed him to pray to know if Joseph Smith is a prophet of God, and if Thomas S. Monson is the prophet today. His answer confused me. He said no. I was a little scared, because how can he progress in the Gospel without a knowledge of modern day prophets? What he said intrigued me. "I don't feel like I should pray to God, because I already know that this message is true, the Book of Mormon is true, and I feel so good when I talk to you, so it has to be true." This man, who had never heard of a modern day prophet, already had faith that he is in fact a prophet of God.

Second event, Vitali one day came to the branch building, and we happened to be close by, and went into a lesson about the Word of Wisdom. We even talked about the 10 commandments, which comes into play later in the story. Vitali has accepted the invitation to be baptized, and it was so sudden, I somewhat doubted of the surety of his decision. Baptism is such a big decision, I would think that someone would take some time to actually think about it. But when I gave the invitation, he said, "Yes." I asked some of the questions that someone would give at the interview before baptism to determine his readiness, and again I asked, "How do you know this is true?" I was probably playing the agnostic this entire time. He replied, "I feel good here, and you say you follow the 10 commandments. Thou shalt not lie...So what you are saying must be the truth. Are you lying?" Of course I replied that I was telling the truth. "Well, then it is true." Vitali trusts us to teach him the truth, and hopefully we can help him make the steps toward baptism.

A long time ago, I had an investigator Vacili. I never heard about him, but one day we saw him on the street, and we met the next day. He had many concerns in the past, such as coming to church on Sundays, (He had boxing training those days) and reading every day (He has poor eyesight without his glasses). He actually came to church this past week, and we met with him that evening. We committed him to read the Book of Mormon every day, but now a personal favorite of mine, one verse a day. He accepted, and even accepted to pray every day, to know if the Book of Mormon is true. I have realized that giving someone such a commitment (like reading a verse a day) is much more welcome than "Will you read the Book of Mormon?" It is like baby steps. If they are willing to read a verse a day, then maybe in time they can read more. I believe that one they start reading at least a verse, then it will become more interesting and they will read more on their own. It is a win-win situation.

I had read many times in the Book of Mormon, people such as Zeezrom, the Wife of King Lamoni and Helaman, son of Alma. What they said, dare I say it, concerned me. They said that they believed, according to the words which were spoken by the "missionaries". I thought that someone's testimony shouldn't be dependent on another, for that would be a weak testimony. Then I thought of my own conversion. I relied heavily on my parent's testimony of the gospel when I was young. I felt good when I read the scriptures and prayed, and I knew that I could trust my parents. That was the starting point of my conversion, and after I was baptized, received the gift of the Holy Ghost, I was on my way to my own personal conversion.

I gave the lesson in priesthood on chapter 3 of Teachings of Lorenzo Snow. This man, known as a prophet, wasn't converted before his baptism. He thought the church was good, logically, it made him feel good, so he decided to join the church. It wasn't until after he was baptized, received the Gift of the Holy Ghost, that he obtained the knowledge made perfect.  Our conversion is a life-long process, and sometimes it relies on others to help us along the way. The testimonies of my parents, priesthood leaders, teachers, and the living prophets, helped me to obtain my own conversion. Baptism was my step of faith. I didn't know everything, but I knew enough to make that covenant with God. Our journey in life is to make our faith into knowledge. I imagined the allegory of the seed in Alma, but even more. We have a whole orchard of trees, and each tree is a principle of truth. We have to grow several trees, and we even use the seeds from the fruit of other trees to widen our knowledge, until it becomes perfect.

In a way, I guess I was expecting people to already be fully converted to the gospel, even before baptism. Conversion can't come, without first being baptized and receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost. Without that constant companionship, it would be impossible to obtain the knowledge towards conversion. God loves us so much, and He will place us on the path, so that our faith can grow until the perfect day.

I hope that I can be a tool, even with the little time I have left, to help people enter onto the path towards conversion. It is a small path, a long process, but worth it. I am still not perfectly converted to the Gospel of Jesus Christ, but I have made some major steps towards that goal.

May we all take the necessary steps towards conversion, that every day we are a little more converted to the Gospel of Jesus Christ than we were before.  I love you all, and I pray for your health and safety. Have a fantastic Valentine's Day! I LOVE YOU.

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)

Final Visa trip to Finland = tiring!!

Dear Family,

This has been an incredibly tiring week, as I have spent the last four days on transportation from Novokuznetsk to Novosibirsk to Moscow to Finland to Moscow to Novosibirsk and back to Novokuznetsk. This has been my final trip for a new visa, and by far the most tiring.  Because of new scheduling procedures, we left Saturday for Finland, and left the same day from Finland, getting into Novosibirsk early Sunday morning. We were unable to even leave the airport for anything. The entire procedure was very uncomfortable, and I am just glad that it is over. Because of that, we were unable to meet with all of our investigators. We just got off the train from Novosibirsk about 20 minutes ago.

Sunday, even though two of the three companionships were in a different city, proved to be the most successful Sunday ever since transferring to Novokuznetsk. Six investigators came to church, including a man named Yuri, who I only know because he called us. He came to church with his wife and little child, which was a major "wow" to me. He called me that day, asking about church, and it amazed me that he even came! I guess that I need to leave the country more often. J This just shows that we are not in control of this work. Heavenly Father is in complete control, and we are just channels for him to perform his wonders. It is not our efforts, but the Holy Ghost, the power of God working through us, that miracles happen.

Talking about testimonies, this testimony meeting was very special. One woman, who was recently baptized, bore her testimony of the importance of baptism. She told how she felt the love of Jesus Christ as she went into the water, and that feeling stayed with her for many days. She told of the joy and peace she felt, and how it was a testimony to her of the truthfulness of the gospel. Then this little girl came up, and bore a powerful testimony about the power of the scriptures. She said with confidence, "I find the answers to my prayers through the scriptures." Remember, this girl is about 10 years old, and she has such a testimony of the scriptures. I was taken aback at her faith, and even my faith was strengthened by her testimony. The greatest joy was to hear these little ones bear their testimonies of the gospel. They can even teach a missionary like me about the truthfulness of the gospel. The spirit was very present during the entire meeting.

 I was fortunate to attend sacrament meeting in Novosibirsk, at the branch I last served in. It was a huge surprise to many people for us to come, but it was like coming home after a long trip. There were so many smiles, and there was a special sense of love and belonging in the room. Lena, who is a member in Novokuznetsk, was in Novosibirsk as well, and we saw her in the branch as well. She fit right in, as if she was part of the branch all along. I felt so "belonged". I felt such joy, and I remember thinking, "This is only a piece of things yet to come." In the book of Abraham, as it depicts the account of Enoch, there is a prophecy of when the faithful saints will meet one another in that great day. There will be embracings, and tears shed, and I just felt a piece of that in that church meeting. It was hard for me to leave them after the meetings. There were tears shed, but what joys will be waiting for us in the eternities!

The greatest story I saved for the last. If you remember a couple weeks back, my good friend Artyom, was someone who had gone through a lot. Since then, we had been keeping in contact. He has such little money, he is unable to call us. We can call him at least, to give him support. We had a few times met with him on the street, and walked with him, and just talked with him. We saw him off at the bus station as he went in search for work, and walked the streets to give him comfort during this difficult time. He was recently divorced, has no job, no money, and no one to turn to. He even said, "I would love to read the Book of Mormon, meet with you, and come to church, but I am constantly worried about finding a job. I am so worried, I can't think of anything else." 

On Thursday, we called and met Artyom on the street. After a minute, we found out that he hadn't eaten in two days. I nearly burst into tears, and we offered to get him something to eat, which he refused. He just wanted someone to talk to. As we were walking, I noticed a difference in him. When we first met him, his face was unshaven, his hair messy, and his eyes were dark. He wouldn't even look me in the eyes. While we were walking, I noticed that he was clean shaven, his hair was combed, and his eyes were a little brighter. He would look me in the eyes from time to time. Just from our talking and building of a friendship, I saw a change in his countenance.

After a while, we went to the branch building to warm up. We shared some tea, and some bread that the other elders had left after a recent lunch. At this point, I asked Artyom if we could share a spiritual message. After a prayer, we began to talk about prayer. I opened up 3 Nephi 1, about Nephi praying in behalf of his people who would be killed if the sign of the Savior's birth did not come. One verse says, "Raise your head and be of good cheer." I testified that Heavenly Father knew his situation, and he was waiting for the right time to bless him. Before this time, Artyom had never prayed with us, and he was unsure if God really answered prayers. We encouraged him to pray, and at the end of the lesson, he gave such a simple and lovely prayer. He thanked Heavenly Father for the day he had, for the friends the missionaries, and then he asked if He would help him find work. I have never rememberd such a heartfelt prayer in my life.

Later that night, we got a text from Artyom. We call him, and the first thing he said was, "I found work." Immediately after meeting with us, he went to a potential job offering, and they hired him on the spot, asking him to work the next day. He was so excited, almost in tears as he told us, as was I. He said that he was going to do all he can to meet and come to church, and he was going to pray every day. It was a miracle, and nothing less. I told him, "Heavenly Father loves you, as do I."

Since then, we haven't met, but I am confident we will again. It was the greatest tender mercy of the Lord I had ever seen, and I was so grateful to be a part of it. I know that Heavenly Father blesses His children, that He loves us so much. I am so grateful for these opportunities to share the gospel. I have felt the love that God has for His children, and have felt such a love for these people. I was so grateful that we were there at the right time, to be a witness for the tender mercies of the Lord.

Things don't always work out in the beginning. Artyom went to many different places to find work, with no success. We may want blessings for ourselves or for others, and they don't come. More truthfully they don't come in the way we expect. God loves us, and He has prepared opportunities for people to receive His blessings. Don't feel down that things weren't successful the first time you try with no success. All things will work out. It doesn't matter how many times you fall, just that you get up every time.

Through this experience, I have gained a greater understanding of charity. I felt so ashamed after hearing his trials, and seeing how good I had it. I felt sick for eating ice cream, while someone I loved went without food. I pray that I will have more opportunities in the future to provide relief, both spiritually and physically to those in need. We are so blessed, and I am grateful that God has given me this opportunity to see a different aspect, to grow in charity.

I love you all, and I pray for your safety. Pray for those who don't have much. Pray to be filled with charity, the Pure Love of Christ. Not only pray for it, but search to be a help to others. Don't wait for opportunities to fall in your lap, but actively search for them. There is no greater joy than to serve. True love is shown by true service. I know this to be true.

Elder Hoggan and Elder Harrison

Elder Hoggan (The Siberian Messenger)